You do not have a choice.
You have to go back to work.
Your job provides the health benefits for your family, and staying at home with your new baby is simply not an option. And while you may not have a choice in whether or not you go back to work, you do have a choice when it comes to deciding what local daycare service you will use.
You have visited many centers and so far you have come up with a pretty detailed list outlining what you want in the local daycare service that you select for your first child:
13 Sep 2017